Spartina Read online

  Everything was still again. Far off and aloft the wind was moving clouds across the sea, but around them the pond was so unruffled Dick could see green on the water near the bank, the sky on the middle of the cove. Dick was struck by love for Charlie. The skiff seemed to float in the center of his heart without a sound, holding Charlie.

  This perfect stillness held for a minute. Dick’s reflex of checking things rippled across it without spoiling it. Dick jigged his rod tip a couple of times. He narrowed his eyes against the bright water. He didn’t want another fish; he ducked his head and said, “You want to run us home, Charlie? Get the anchor up, Tom. Make sure you wash the mud off.”

  Charlie cranked the engine and the skiff rose up, cut a long arc across the water. Dick swung round to face front, made room for Tom between him and Elsie’s shins. He put his arm around Tom’s shoulders. “When we get to the creek, you scull us up.”

  As they swung past Sawtooth Island, Dick saw that there was a ring of new-planted willow trees. They’d got the roofs on the first cottages on the point too. Dick thought of his boat, still not decked.

  Tom broke out the sculling oar. Miss Perry came forward to take Tom’s place. Charlie folded her chair and raised the motor in the well. “Now, watch this,” Dick said to Elsie. “Not many people know the trick of it.”

  Tom worked the oar in neat pushes and pulls, and they nosed smoothly up the creek between the banks, a foot of perforated black mud at half-tide, topped by a mat of roots and stems and a shimmer of spartina.

  Miss Perry chanted, “ ‘I scream, you scream, we all scream for ice cream!’ ” and Tom and Charlie chimed in.

  As dumb as flounder fishing, Dick thought, but it seemed okay for Charlie and Tom to go along and get silly with Miss Perry. Somewhere they’d got goodhearted. It wasn’t anything he’d taught them. Nor had Miss Perry, though he was grateful to Miss Perry for the way she seemed to draw it up out of them. For all her old-fashioned stiffness, she had the trick of that, as handy as Tom twitching his oar to and fro, moving the skiff up the creek smooth as silk.

  They pulled up to the wharf. Charlie helped Miss Perry out, and they went on up to the house. Dick and Tom started gutting and filleting the flounder, tossing the heads into a bait barrel, the stomachs into the creek, where green crabs danced out to snatch them. He stripped the meat from the sea-robin tail and tossed it in with the flounder.

  He carried the bucket of fillets up the path and into the kitchen. May put the skillet on the burner.

  Dick got himself a beer, looked around for Elsie to see if she wanted one. He went out onto the kitchen porch. He didn’t see Elsie or Tom. He called out. No answer. He looked down the path to the boat shed, only the front of which was visible among the trees. He’d built the shed when he first started work on the boat. It was huge and looked like hell—all it was was a framework of wood. The sides and the peaked roof were covered with heavy-gauge translucent vinyl which he’d fastened by nailing strips of lathing to the struts. There was no door, just curtains of old tarps he’d tied together. Once the weather had got warm, he’d torn away some of the siding to let the breeze in.

  He’d built it so he could keep his tools and lumber dry. He’d also built it so he could keep people from seeing what he was up to. He’d told the boys not to let anyone near it. He marched over to the front flap and pulled it back.

  Elsie was just inside, under the prow, her back to him. Tom was off to one side, turned his head to look at Dick. He stepped back, opened his mouth, but didn’t say anything.

  Dick said, “Goddamn it, Tom.…”

  Elsie turned and put her hand on his arm. “My God, Dick,” she said, “this is beautiful. It is absolutely beautiful.”

  “Tom,” Dick said.

  “I told her,” Tom said, “but she just came on in.”

  “Dick, this is just amazing. I’ve never seen anything like it.” Elsie stretched her arms wide and ran her hands up either side of the sharp bow. “I’ve never seen a boat from this angle. I mean, such a big boat.” She tilted her head back to look up at the prow. “It’s so …” She broke off and walked around one side, trailing her hand along a seam. “It’s like a sculpture. A real work of art.” She looked at her palm, which was streaked with powdery red lead. She rubbed it on the seat of her shorts.

  Tom slipped by Dick and out the front.

  Elsie backed away from the side, pointed at the bow, and traced the line of the gunwale in the air. “And the way it slopes back on top too. I can see why boats are she.” She laughed. “It sounds silly but it is just … so … sexy.” She put her hands on her hips. “And the way the bow is so sharp and then fills out.”

  Dick said, “She’s a workboat. She has to be sharp into the water but then carry a load. That’s always the problem with boats—”

  Dick was startled to hear May speak up behind him. “Don’t start in on all that now. Supper’s ready.”

  Elsie said, “I love the color too. Don’t you, May? That sort of rose color.”

  Dick said, “That’s just an undercoat to keep the wood from taking on moisture.”

  May sighed and stepped outside. Dick held the tarp for Elsie.

  Dick said to Elsie, “I’ll be obliged if you don’t say anything about the boat.”

  “Oh. All right. When will she be ready?”

  May, walking ahead, gave a short laugh.

  Dick said, “When I get finished.” He said to May, “You pick some tomatoes?”

  May said, “It’s all on the table.” She stopped and said to Elsie, “That boat may look like a work of art to you. For us she’s a hole in outer space.”

  “What do you know about holes in outer space?” Dick said. “Star Wars?”

  “You mean a black hole?” Elsie said.

  “You could call her that,” May said, “Miss Black Hole.”

  “That’ll do,” Dick said. “It’s been hard but it ain’t that hard. No reason we can’t eat a good meal this evening. You show Elsie where she can wash up.”

  Dick turned on the back stoop after they’d gone in. He wasn’t as mad at May as he’d thought he would be.

  He’d felt a real storm coming up in him, but it had moved through without breaking. He was hurt, though. He looked at the dusty backyard, torn up by the pickup going to and fro. The kitchen garden. The line of the treetops, dark green against the evening sky, like heavy seas from the cockpit of a small boat.

  He would run the boys and May to the movie house in Wakefield on his way to see Parker at the Neptune. Pick them up on the way home.

  The boat shed, with its torn sides, its pale sagging roof, looked like a scorched, cracked eggshell thrown out in the trash.

  Through the screen door he could hear Charlie showing his collection of shells and fish skeletons to Miss Perry. Charlie had mounted them so the jaws worked. Tautog. Squeateague. Indian names. Names left over like bones. From half a mile away Dick heard the trucks leaving the building sites on Sawtooth Point. Narragansett. Matunuck. Words from before anyone had owned anything.

  He thought, I’ll get Joxer to take a look at the boat. Joxer said he’d come look. Then I’ll tell May that one way or the other I’ll have the boat out of here by Labor Day.

  At supper Dick asked Miss Perry if the Narragansetts had really not owned land.

  Miss Perry said they hadn’t owned land individually; as tribes they’d had dominion over tribal lands.

  “Then how come they had wampum? What did they buy?”

  “Ah,” Miss Perry said. “The chief use of wampum wasn’t as money. A piece of shell embroidery, that is, wampum, was a symbolic depiction of events. It could be used as a chronicle within the tribe. Or it could be sent from one tribe to another to call a council, and then each side would make another bit of shell work recording the treaty, and the tribes would exchange them. The fact that wampum was exchanged may have led the English settlers to think it served as money. Commerce was, after all, very much on the minds of our ancestors. I think Everett t
old me that wampum as money may have been an English invention, like scalping, which the red Indians then adopted. Wampum is quite beautiful. Everett had a piece. It was made of the purple insides of quahog shells and pieces of porcupine quill, all strung into a mosaic. It had a meaning, which we can’t decipher, but the design is a real work of art.”

  Dick thought of Parker. Indians were nonplayers. Elsie said the boat was “a real work of art.” Where did that leave him? Were he and the rest of the swamp Yankees going to leave a name or two—Pierce Creek—and a relic or two—the silted-over causeway—and fade out? Get half remembered by bookish spinsters?

  May brought in the first cake. She’d written “Charlie” in the middle. Around the name there were so many candles some of them were set at an angle, like pine trees growing out of a cliff. Miss Perry started them singing.

  May, Miss Perry, and Elsie beamed at Charlie. Charlie sat up and puffed out his chest to blow out the candles. Dick felt a rush of irritation at Charlie that surprised him and embarrassed him. Not Charlie, anyone but Charlie, at least he’d been good with Charlie.

  Charlie wasn’t going to be a fisherman, he wasn’t going to end up on the boat. Dick saw that. Dick knew he could talk him into it for a while, but Charlie had something else in him. Dick couldn’t say what, but it shone in him from time to time. Dick was glad for it, but felt the separation already.

  And there was May, sour about something, not just the boat, though calling it a black hole was as far as May’d ever gone in that direction. Elsie calling the boat a real work of art—she might have a job, but what a rich-kid thing to say. Even Miss Perry’s queer old goodness shifted away from him, was once again just a reminder of how things had been when Sawtooth Point had been a hayfield, the Wedding Cake the product of the Pierce family’s farming and fishing.

  All three of these women now made him think of the flaws in his life, how it could check and split. Anger, envy, and regret. All of them bitter to his own taste. He didn’t want them. Anger at home, regret toward the Point, envy up toward the hills where the big houses sat overlooking the hard little enterprises at sea level.

  May brought in Tom’s cake. “Hurray!” Miss Perry cried, to make up for Tom’s cake coming in second, and then she started them singing again.

  When Miss Perry and Elsie left and May and the boys went to the movies in Wakefield, Dick headed for the Neptune. It had been such a nice day for the women and children, he decided he’d better move away from them.

  On the afternoon Dick was set to go out again with Parker, Joxer phoned. His voice on the phone was as big and booming as if he was shouting across the water.

  Joxer had an hour to spare, thought it might be a good time to come look at Dick’s boat. Dick held Joxer off a little, saying to Joxer that he was just loading bait barrels onto the pickup, but he supposed they might as well take the time now.

  Joxer showed up in ten minutes. Dick popped a couple of beers for them and took Joxer to the shed.

  Joxer walked around the boat once. Climbed the ladder over the side and lowered himself into the hold. Walked carefully along the keelson. Picked up a corner of the greasy tarp and looked at the diesel engine.

  Put his glasses on to read the specs on the engine.

  He and Dick climbed out, picked up their beers off the table saw.

  Joxer said, “It’s awfully hot in here. Let’s step outside. Do you have the plans?”

  Dick wiped his hands and gathered up the plans. His hands were shaking. Joxer held the front tarp for him, and they went to the front parlor and sat. Dick pointed to the lowest shelf of the bookcase. “I got an article on this type of boat, and the Cummins manual.”

  Joxer put his reading glasses on and skimmed the article from the National Fisherman. “Yes,” he said, “I remember this. I thought of having the yard build one for my company. But then Captain Texeira said he’d go out for red crabs and …”

  Dick said, “I hear Captain Texeira’s retiring again.”

  “Semi-retiring,” Joxer said, “but both his boats are still going out for me.”

  Dick took a sip of beer.

  Joxer said, “This is going to be your boat, right? You’re in alone, not partners with Larry Parker or anyone?”

  “Just me,” Dick said. “I’ve had some help from Eddie Wormsley and Charlie. I owe about half on the engine to the Cummins dealer. No bank loans. It’s all my boat.”

  “No bank loans?” Joxer said. “You’ve tried a bank or two, have you?”

  Dick thought, Here we go again. He felt an old anger run down its old tracks, and an odd momentary spurt of not giving a damn. The two cross feelings seemed to steady him. He said, “You know banks aren’t interested in unfinished boats. Leastways if it’s not a yacht. They don’t want to know what I got out there. Could be a hole in the ground so far as they see. The point is, you’ve had a look at her.”

  Joxer tucked his reading glasses in his shirt pocket and stretched his legs out. “That’s right, I’ve seen her. She’s a little short, but she’s deep and beamy. Good design, good materials. And your work is first-class. It is just plain first-rate.”

  Dick nodded and kept his mouth shut. He didn’t want to get excited.

  Joxer said, “There’s still some work to do, and I guess you need a lot of equipment—hauling gear and whatnot. I don’t want to presume, but could I ask … I mean, you don’t need me to tell you what you’ve done so far is good work. So what do you want?”

  Dick took his time. Joxer crossed his legs, folded his hands around his knee, and fixed his eyes on his thumbs. Dick was grateful for his keeping still.

  Dick heard himself get it out. “What I want … is for you … to lend me enough money to finish her.”

  Joxer nodded and said, “Uh huh, and how much do you figure that will be?”

  “Ten thousand dollars.”

  “Uh huh, and how would the loan be secured?”

  Jesus, Dick thought, he didn’t say no.

  “The boat,” Dick said. “She’s worth at least ten times that right now.”

  “If it were up to me,” Joxer said, “that might be okay. But I have some shareholders. An unfinished boat isn’t readily marketable. What about your land?”

  “It’s already mortgaged. The second mortgage is how I got this far with the boat.”

  Joxer didn’t say anything. Dick said, “My skiff and outboard are worth four thousand. There’s half of it.”

  Joxer said, “We could only use half the value as collateral. It’s a tough rule, but it’s accepted practice.”

  Dick said, “There’s the boys’ twelve-foot skiff.” He wished he’d kept his mouth shut.

  Joxer said, “There is another way. If you could get someone with pretty ready assets to cosign.”

  Dick said, “Let me get this straight. I put up the boat, but if you want to foreclose, then you can get it from the cosigner if that’s easier for you.”

  “Well, not quite. We have to make a good-faith attempt to sell the boat.”

  “So the cosigner could be anyone with something worth ten thousand dollars? Or would it be twenty thousand?”

  Joxer said, “No. It would have to be someone of good standing with ready assets. A bank account, stocks, bonds. That sort of thing.”

  “So Parker’s boat wouldn’t do.”

  Joxer laughed. “Parker’s boat may be here today, gone tomorrow. Just like Parker.”

  Dick said, “What about Eddie Wormsley? He’s got equipment for his wood-and-lumber business, it’s worth as much as his house. Tractor, portable sawmill, flatbed truck with a hydraulic arm.”

  Joxer said, “I don’t think so. It has to be readily convertible assets. Look. I’ll tell you what I can do. I’m—how shall I put this?—disposed to ask my company to lend you the money. There is an advantage to the company in getting another boat under contract to go out for crabs. Part of the deal, incidentally, will have to be that you undertake to make your best efforts to bring in red crab. We have a st
andard clause. It’s usually a yearly agreement, but we’d have to make yours last until you pay off the loan, or, let’s say, three years, whichever is longer.”

  “And that’ll do it?” Dick said. “What about swordfishing on the way out and on the way home?”

  Joxer held up his hand. “Yes, sure, you can look for swordfish. But no, that won’t do it. You still need a cosignatory. What I’ll do is see if I can find someone. Better yet—have you thought of Miss Perry?”

  Dick shook his head. “Now, what puts you in mind of Miss Perry? I see her maybe three times a year. She likes my kids. I don’t know what all you people keep saying ‘Miss Perry’ for. I don’t mind dealing with Eddie Wormsley, we’re in a lot of things together. Parker’s an old wheeler-dealer from the word ‘go.’ I don’t mind talking to you, you’re in the business. I catch what you sell. You’re out to make money.” Dick shook his head. “It’s hard to say. She’s not … Look. It’s like this. If you go to church and you see a fellow put a hundred bucks in the collection plate, what do you do? I don’t suppose you go up and grab his arm and say, ‘Hey, I could use some of that.’ ”

  Joxer just sat there, let his chin sink onto his chest. Dick couldn’t tell what Joxer was thinking. Dick felt worn out. He felt as though he’d opened a hole in his chest.

  Dick said, “I got to get that bait on board.” He got up. Joxer got up. Dick said, “Thank you for stopping by.”

  “I’m glad we had this talk,” Joxer said. “I can’t promise anything, but I’ll give it a try. I want you to get that boat in the water. You’re going out for a week now? You bring in some crabs, and we’ll see what’s up by then. Another thing in your favor is that you seem to be learning where to find those crabs.”

  Dick took in what Joxer said warily, but by the time he headed Mamzelle out past the breakwater, he let it bloom a little.